Youngblood Kee - Maybe Lyrics

Yeah
You can spend your whole lifetime
Trying to find that perfect partner
You know what I'm saying
The one who understands you for you
And won't leave you
It's like with me
I ain't never felt that unconditional love before
Because the ones who said they had it for me
Was gone with the wind
When the times was critical

I admitted you was right
Yet and still you left
Blank expressions
All across your face
I'm in my feelings lately
My granny died
I hoped that you would call
So I could reel you in
Steal again
Pieces of your soul
Took you years to heal
That slow flow
That ego death
My heart don't beat the same no more
Don't even cook them same foods
Reminding me of you
My mama asked about you
I played it off
Don't wanna tell the truth
I'm broke in two
You know these women offer their bodies
It don't amount to you
They're temporary

Maybe I'm scared of my reflection
And them ugly lessons
Maybe I'm foolish with my pride
Therefore I block my blessings
Maybe I'm insecure
I prayed for love
And still reject it
Maybe I need to change my ways
And find a new direction
Maybe I ain't never been in love and
Never felt affection
Maybe I'm bitter about my ex
And all them scars they left me
Maybe I need to see
You ain't for me and just accept it
Maybe I
I say maybe I

Yeah
I found my peace
But I ain't sleep for weeks
It's safe to say
I'm strivin' for perfection
In a place of hate
Emotionless
Until I met Karina at the All-Star
Another life another time
LuLu always on my mind
Forgive me if it seem like my
Complexities
They feel ignored
I'm searchin' for more than I should bargain for
Well let me check that clearance rack
But scratch that
I shot low
But vibrate at a frequency
Some couldn't see
If words don't match the actions
What you want from me

Maybe I'm scared of my reflection
And them ugly lessons
Maybe I'm foolish with my pride
Therefore I block my blessings
Maybe I'm insecure
I prayed for love
And still reject it
Maybe I need to change my ways
And find a new direction
Maybe I ain't never been in love and
Never felt affection
Maybe I'm bitter about my ex
And all them scars they left me
Maybe I need to see
You ain't for me and just accept it
Maybe I should goodbye