Leave the Pony, I'm smiling, for one night I'm trying
To breathe optimism, I pass by the prison
My thoughts turn to drinking
Loving and deceiving, I'm so good at that
I swam twelve laps this morning loss of breath that's a warning defeat was resounding, I thought about Drowning, "Deep End" keeps appearing, ebbing and consuming, it will swallow me
We're squalor, you gave me a way out and I took it. This life will take slowly, I'll love it while I give it
Weekends spent wasting in my car
We knew we would never get far
When I feel myself slipping I think of you
Patience and frustration and glue
I'm dependent on others and I hate it. I am weakness
I'll keep creating, I'll keep losing, and I'll smile, I'll smile
Weekends spent wasting in my car
We knew we would never get far
When I feel myself slipping I think of you
Patience and frustration and the gloom
And I'm learning to love everything I say
Garbage, divorce, babies and trees
As long as someone misses you you're worth it
Please don't ever quit