Do you remember the fight, way back at the start
You pointed the scissors straight at my heart
And once you were crying I hid the knife
Too ashamed to admit that I was scared for my life
But I didn't think twice when you called out my name
And I still don't remember why I took the blame
I became your disciple but never got saved
And things became better but I was never the same
Do you remember the night you thought was your last
Ran out on the road, I had to hold you back
And once you were crying and starting to shake
I knew you were something I could never keep safe
But I didn't regret all the things that I said
Cause your brain was on fire but you still had your head
And I became a believer when I first saw your eyes
But sometimes I wonder if they're even alive
Cause they're killing me
Oh they're killing me
Oh they're killing me
Oh they're killing me
Oh they're killing me
Oh they're killing me
Oh they're killing me
They're killing me