Youyourself - Melancholy Lyrics

Leaving again
Leave me to my four walls

Just me and my bed
Doing nothing at all

You been busy I've been fine
You are killing it, I'm killing time
Till you fit me in

But you're success
Means your less stressed and
I'm next on things that you need finished

But just wait I need to say

I'm low down
But I'm better now
It's just the trick and treats inside my head
You think I'm inconsistent you've seen nothing yet
Inadvertent, unexplainable agony
But it's better than
Melancholy

Breathe in breathe out
I can't hear a sound
Deafening silence is definitely one of my closest friends

Grey clouds ahead
Or are they just in my head?
Voices everywhere, but everyone has seem to left

I need to say again
I think I'm going off the deep end

And I'm low down
Wait I'm better now
It's just the trick and treats inside my head
You think I'm inconsistent you've seen nothing yet
Inadvertent, unexplainable agony
But it's better than

One step forward two steps back
I can't keep going I'm losing track
And I've tried
I've tried
Getting any sleep at night
I'm wide awake from my anxiety
When the morning comes I'll fall asleep
Noon hits high when I awake
A dose of medicine to take
Melancholy

Creating these grounded accusations that you just cannot take it
And I am blatantly breaking down every second or third day
But as long as you say it that you're not happy it goes away
Cause I can fix myself if it's something you need to change

Change is kinda funny that way
Like if it's you changing me it's like it's the natural way
But if it's me myself and I
I struggle to find
A reason to try
It'll fail anyway
But who can you blame

A chemical imbalance the way my brain is wired
There's a burning in my head I think I'm on fire
The devil on my shoulder's he got matches he conspired
And the angels given up I think he's retired

There's no colour black or white anymore it's just gray
How long I been laying in bed now, all day?
My entire bodies numb I can's feel the pain
Another wasted day in my melancholy state

And that's not just to say

And I'm low down
Wait I'm better now
It's just the trick and treats inside my head
You think I'm inconsistent you've seen nothing yet
Inadvertent, unexplainable agony
But it's better than

One step forward two steps back
I can't keep going I'm losing track
And I've tried
I've tried getting any sleep at night
I'm wide awake from my anxiety
When the morning comes I'll fall asleep
Noon hits high when I awake
A dose of medicine to take
Just another worthless f*cking day
With my