Joyful Pain Video (MV)

I spilled my blood on pills and pain
My new girl say that it's not okay
My black heart keeps taking more pain for the last damn time today
Yeah, I'm still open, I'm not heartbroken
She's still open, oxycodone
Drowning in a ocean, I hope you float and find your way back to me
I'm so cold and so alone and It's okay cause oxycodone
Taking my sorrow, hold it tomorrow and this time don't let go
I spilled my blood on pills and pain
My new girl say that it's not okay
My black heart keeps taking more pain for the last damn time today
Yeah, I'm still open, I'm not heartbroken
She's still open, oxycodone
Drowning in ocean, I hope you float and find your way back to me
You're stupid if you think you run hell (run hell)
You're crazy if you think I can't tell (can't tell)
You're insane for things I can't explain
(I can't explain i can't)
Like you're the cause of my pain
(You are the cause of my pain)
And it's okay "Are you sure?"
Yeah, I'm okay. It's not right
But I know why, these bad bad ties.
I spilled my blood on pills and pain
My new girl say that it's not okay
My black heart keeps taking more pain for the last damn time today
Yeah, I'm still open, I'm not heartbroken
She's still open, oxycodone
Drowning in a ocean, I hope you float and find your way back to me