If this drink don't kill me I swear my depression will
I don't have no happiness and I don't have no will
I don't trust nobody they can't help me with these bills
Ima disappear I don't want no one how I feel
I need dirty sprite maybe I could take my life
Baby I don't want no wife maybe I just wanna die but
I don't want no plan maybe thats just how I am but
I dont want no plan maybe thats just how I am
They don't trust in me
They not feelin' me
Ima take these drugs again I hope that I OD
Music is my dream
For this music i'm a fiend
I see these all these niggas lyin' not supporting me
They say I'm too mad
Of course I am mad
I've been doin' this for all my life how could I not be mad?
Damn I swear it's sad
They never had my back
It was all an act
Now ima need some act
I can not trust in you
No I won't believe in you
I hope I make it soon
Then you will see all the truth
I can not trust in you
No I won't believe in you
I hope I make it soon
Then you will just see the truth
If this drink don't kill me I swear my depression will
I don't have no happiness and I don't have no will
I don't trust nobody they can't help me with these bills
Ima disappear I don't want no one how I feel
I need dirty sprite maybe I could take my life
Baby I don't want no wife maybe I just wanna die but
I don't want no plan maybe thats just how I am but
I dont want no plan maybe thats just how I am