[ Featuring Ely Waves ]
I don't wanna take your love I'm shallow
I don't wanna take your love I'm scarred
I don't wanna take your love in the gravel
I don't wanna take your love I'm barred
And I know I'm too broke for you, damn
I don't wanna take your love I'm shallow
I don't wanna take your love I'm scarred
I don't wanna take your love in the gravel
I don't wanna take your love I'm barred
And I know I'm too broke for you
Yeah, listen
Baby I'm broken from tearing out fragments of shattered heart
But I took all the pain that I felt from the violence and turned it all into art, yeah
Healing from all of the trauma way back at the start
When my heart became strung on a violin
Plucked all my string till they vibrate and died again
High as leviathan, yeah
Mind space is floating
Know that I'm smoking
High off the grass all the time
Cause I hate how I feel when I'm sober
I just wanna love my life for once in my life
I wonder why I wake up and I hate how I feel cause I ache
Stand up and instantly legs start to shake
Mindset erase, the more drugs that I take
I don't know what to do, was this all a mistake
I mean god, did I really f*ck it all up
Do I gotta change all the traits that I got
Trace out the pot of the people who seem like they got what we they want
Can I be comfortable inside my skin
Reminds me of when I was in shape again
Tore both my shoulders that made me give me
To all of the demons I fight within
If I met god would he say I have sinned
Is this one life really all that we live
These are the questions I got
Is love even real, cause it's all that I want
If I don't find a date, then I'll probably just stop
Don't love all my scars, you're not in the right spot
Is living with me like a chore or a job
Cause I'm all that I got, for real
And I don't wanna
I don't wanna take your love I'm shallow
I don't wanna take your love I'm scarred
I don't wanna take your love in the gravel
I don't wanna take your love I'm barred
And I know I'm too broke for you, damn
