Its been hard on me lately
Its been hard on me lately
Yeah
I've got pain in my eyes I've been hiding in disguise
Do i ever cross your mind did you love me please don't lie
How you say you love me but we don't communicate like that
But you aint kiki imma give you one call and thats on that
You f*cking with my heart you make my soul bleed
I fight this shit inside but it affects me
I tried to give my all but you don't love me
I've been hurt alot of times please don't you hurt me
Don't let me go
Don't let me leave
Please just stay with me
Just be with me and promise me that you would never leave
Just look into my eyes, bae i beg you don't you deceive
I'm tryna show you love i wish you feeling what i feel
Its hard to focus on my grind when you've been on my mind
Do i ever cross your mind
Or am I victimized
Heartbroken nigga we like two in one but separated
I gave you all my love but yours is like its over rated
I've had these thoughts a thousand times I've came to realize
I need to put myself first cause I've been so traumatized
I'm breathing by myself again don't need no life support
Recovered from the pain you cause me now I've been restored
You love me and hurt me why the f*ck hurt me
Gave you lot of chances you still act like we aint pose to be
Wanna be your one and only bae loving you constantly
Wanna be the one you run to when you needing company
I've got pain in my eyes I've been hiding in disguise
Do i ever cross your mind did you love me please don't lie
How you say you love me but we don't communicate like that
But you aint kiki imma give you one call and thats on that
You f*cking with my heart you make my soul bleed
I fight this shit inside but it affects me
I tried to give my all but you don't love me
I've been hurt alot of times please don't you hurt me
Don't let me go
Don't let me leave
Please just stay with me
Just be with me and promise me that you would never leave
Don't tell me lies, just look into my eyes don't you deceive
I'm tryna show you love i wish you feeling what i feel
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