Yungemmy - My Confessions Lyrics

I have a feeling you don't cry, Like you cold and don't got a heart
When you hurt me, I'm like why Did you even love me from the start?
But I'm not gonna lie, I've got you on my mind
On my, on my mind
I told your sisters that I love you
But my message didn't get through
I'm smiling outside while I'm dying inside, Hoping love is true
But I'm not gonna lie
I've got you on my mind, On my, on my mind
I felt you really loved me when you showed me that you cared
I've been rejected so many times, Rejection is what I fear
That's why I'm acting tough, always acting like I don't care
If you ever wondered why, a broken heart is what I fear
I'm scared to be outside and I'm scared to love again
"Love hurt love hurts", It keeps on ringing in my brain
But the loneliness causes pain, Sometimes I feel insane
I want to hold you tight, i want you always in my space
I have a feeling you don't cry, Like you cold and don't got a heart
When you hurt me, I'm like why Did you even love me from the start?
But I'm not gonna lie, I've got you on my mind
On my, on my mind
Today i realized I am lost in time
Through out these moments, did I get what is mine?
I feel like there's a treasure at the finish line
That's why even I feel lost, I mine
Gazed at the sunset today and Realized
What is mine is mine, so my time I never jeopardized
Am I winning or loosing? It's hard to summarize
But I'm manifesting exactly what i visualized
I've come to learn to manifest what I need
Cause manifesting what I want is same as greed
So much knowledge I acquired that my mind does not want to lead
Scared of the future, but tells my body to live freed