Reminiscing on wishes
I had made just to fit in
Now Im realizing that im gifted
Was born different
Nothings is given I earned it
Tell me why you deserve it
Steady searching for purpose
Used to feel I was worthless
I had dream started working
Know that my haters is lurking
The waiting under the surface
Moma praying in services
Protecting me from they curses
Decision made when you hurting
Can Have you laying in hearses
The definition of worse is when it all turn to shit
Lately cant grip moving on I cant slip
On my shoulder got a chip
Since a jit hard head like boulder
Im a soldier its Cole world
And trust me bitch its only colder
Lonely stoner heard success was waiting right around that corner
I can't wait cuz everyday I'm getting older
I move forward
Day to day I be hoping that my pain fade way
This it my only chance music is my great escape
Day to day I be hoping that my pain fade way
This it my only chance music is my great escape
Conference calls im on the phone smoking dope
Talking deals with some people
Sit at tables that you don't
That's how I go im on a roll
Trinidad im dripped in gold
Now im someone they know
Shit low and behold
The fruits of my labor they grow
Only the bros get to standby me and glo
Really I honor the code
All on my own
But Im never alone haunted by demons and ghost
Thats reasons for the dope im numb
When I smoke living fast to die slow
Should I take the high road petty bitch wit eye roll
Trapping of the iPhone Scam boy with the dice roll
Blood in my vein buts it's ice cold
Yet there is still one thing I hope
Trying stack up and buy granny a home still in the hood
And she going strong thankful for everyday he added on would lost
If you woulda gone life is bitch but we carry on
Day to day I be hoping that my pain fade way
This it my only chance music is my great escape
Day to day I just hope that my pain fade way
This it my only chance music is my great escape