I see the smoke coming out of my heart (Out of my heart)
Ashes are falling tearing me apart (Tear me apart)
Love behind the smoke screen causing all these scars (All of these scars)
Don't know the difference between end and start (Oh)
I see the smoke coming out of my heart (Out of my heart)
Ashes are falling tearing me apart (Tear me apart)
Love behind the smoke screen causing all these scars (All of these scars)
Don't know the difference between end and start (Oh)
Never really had someone to understand my pain
Losing ambition definitely don't got faith
And nobody was there for me so who am I to blame
According to the people everything gon be okay
But I don't feel okay
Put a smile on my face
Look I been tryna change
Every time I part ways
Get my heart thrown away
Pick it up hide it in a better place
Till the right person comes my way
If you don't think I love you then you got it all twisted
Called you on your birthday all drunk and I meant it
I get high as f*ck cuz I hate reminiscing
On how I could've done better with you man I missed it
I knew you gave a f*ck about me when you was tripping
Now you're not the same and that's something I gotta live with
Reacting to emotions be f*cking up my decisions
Wish I could relive this moment with you cuz I miss them
I see the smoke coming out of my heart (Out of my heart)
Ashes are falling tearing me apart (Tear me apart)
Love behind the smoke screen causing all these scars (All of these scars)
Don't know the difference between end and start (Oh)
I see the smoke coming out of my heart (Out of my heart)
Ashes are falling tearing me apart (Tear me apart)
Love behind the smoke screen causing all these scars (All of these scars)
Don't know the difference between end and start (Oh)
Elijah
Best memory
Best energies with you
You played with me like a game of jeopardy
Leaving me scarred
Really didn't have any regards
All the cards I dealt
All the feelings I felt kneeling down I felt so helpless
For a bit you were a blessing
Always got me stressing
Always got me obsessing and telling everyone how geeked I was
But you were just like the rest
Leaving me depressed
Who would of guessed why I act the way I do
It may be because of you
Some memories are best forgotten and you're just one of them