I saw you in the back of my show last night
Standing underneath the exit sign
I know it wasn't really you though
Cuase you were always in the front line
I know you're looking for love online
To make up something for a few good guys
There never gonna be like me though
I set the bar high for you
I don't want to be twenty something
And still in my head
Something's in my bedroom talking
They said that by now we
Paint the walls of our shared apartment
Your still everything I've been wanting
I think we can work it, out so please do it now
Look at my wrist and I got time today
I could say what's on my mind
But you might run away
And if I did you might cut me off before I say
Before I say how I've been feeling, bea but not today
But when it's time you ain't never trying to conversate
Just know that a close-minded to a cold case
Now keep in mind that this song might be my doomsday
Man f*ck that she won't listen to it anyway
Ion give a damn you're gonna listen to me now
Might go ahead and pop a xan before I walk into that house
You're gonn to hear what I got to say I don't give a damn how
I say the words but they won't come out of my mouth
You try to talk over me guarantee I'mma get loud
I got to talk but my body just won't pronounce
I don't give a f*ck what I'm saying
Even if that shit comes out foul
Then I second guessing then I start to town it down
When I talk in your mind I'm just talking about nothing
(Can even take it seriously)
Cause in your mind I ain't never talking about something
(That's what makes it seriously)
In my head but even though when I'm there I feel hunted
(Can't even take it seriously)
Every time that I'm told to shut up I go numb
(And I just can't hear anything)
But then I got to get with it
Just want to talk, don't want pity
You say I beat around the bush so let's get straight to the business
I try to talk, you don't feel it
Gave me a scarr, tried to heal it
And you gone say what you got to say
When I don't pay attention
I talk and hop that you listen
How we argue feels like prison
The way I try to defend myself and you still say I did it
If I ain't got it you say I better get with it
Put out that fire in my should when I'm on best and I spit it
Look at my wrist and I got time today
I could say what's on my mind
But you might run away
And if I did you might cut me off before I say
Before I say how I've been feeling, bea but not today
But when it's time you ain't never trying to conversate
Just know that a close-minded to a cold case
Now keep in mind that this song might be my doomsday
Man f*ck that she won't listen to it anyway
I saw you in the back of my show last night
Standing underneath the exit sign
I know it wasn't really you though
Cuase you were always in the front line
I know you're looking for love online
To make up something for a few good guys
There never gonna be like me though
I set the bar high for you
I don't want to be twenty something
And still in my head
Something's in my bedroom talking
They said that by now we
Paint the walls of our shared apartment
Your still everything I've been wanting
I think we can work it, out so please do it now