[ Featuring Pain The Kidd ]
I take these risks by myself, because I'm all alone
It's now or never I've got one chance to save my soul
I hide my pain and regrets hope nobody knows
That I'm feeling the worst, I dig a deeper hole
I do this shit every time, where I get so high I start to dwell on the past
I see all the pain, agony and misery, it won't last
And all the good memories, they flew by way too fast
And all the shame and the guilt, living fast but I'm in last
As I start stressing it out
Pull out the blunts, roll it out
Take 5, gotta figure this out
While I'm higher than hell
My problems wait out in hell
All this getting high and getting drunk won't help me change
Save my soul from agony, no I don't like the pain
Even though I say things to help you feel okay
You think I'm an asshole, and I'll take that to my grave
It's now or never, you start to feel pressure
And deep inside the pain you will start to feel pleasure
It's something inside of me
That want's you to try and test me
I take these risks by myself, because I'm all alone
It's now or never I've got one chance to save my soul
I hide my pain and regrets hope nobody knows
That I'm feeling the worst, I dig a deeper hole
I do this shit every time, where I get so high I start to dwell on the past
I see all the pain, agony and misery, it won't last
And all the good memories, they flew by way too fast
And all the shame and the guilt, living fast but I'm in last
It's not a secret that I'm poppin' all these meds
I'm keeping count of my dosage, making sure I don't end up dead
These fantasies got me trapped up, stuck inside of my head
All these smiles you see, not as real as they seem
All the time I feel hurt, call me straight Percules
Got me popping off in the studio, as I'm falling down to my knees
Emotions causing a scene
Don't want no one to know me
It's a small price to pay, to feel better by the day
[Break 2]
My integrity breaks down
It takes so much to talk about the pain that I feel each day
I feel each day
I take these risks by myself, because I'm all alone
It's now or never I've got one chance to save my soul
I hide my pain and regrets hope nobody knows
That I'm feeling the worst, I dig a deeper hole
I do this shit every time, where I get so high I start to dwell on the past
I see all the pain, agony and misery, it won't last
And all the good memories, they flew by way too fast
And all the shame and the guilt, living fast but I'm in last
