[ Featuring Pain The Kidd ]
I take a bottle of medicine, 'cus I'm hurting
Cup full of hella gin, 'cus I earned it
Not supposed to mix it in, now I'm worried
Spent too much on drugs so I take my bag, I return it
Not supposed to let 'em in, these demons lurkin'
F*ck my brain up again, these pills aint workin'
Reminisce on the past, miss it for certain
Wish I could go back again, I'm returning
My eyes closed so I can't see you again
And I know that you won't miss me when
I'm up, and you're down, and you can't win
That's enough, I can't let these demons win
I sip lean, I pop a bean and I wash away my sins
All on me, to find happiness and inner peace within
Lonely, why can't I just be happy again
Wishing, for someone to bring light into me
I'm sorry
(I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry)
I take a bottle of medicine, 'cus I'm hurting
Cup full of hella gin, 'cus I earned it
Not supposed to mix it in, now I'm worried
Spent too much on drugs so I take my bag, I return it
Not supposed to let 'em in, these demons lurkin'
F*ck my brain up again, these pills aint workin'
Reminisce on the past, miss it for certain
Wish I could go back again, I'm returning
Return your love then pick up the potion
Can't even name the drugs that I'm pourin'
Passin' out, my drugs I been lacin'
Campin' out, look out, police stakin'
Spinnin' around from drugs, I'm not skatin'
My money large, but it's not larger than Case yet
Crashed the car, oh shit, there goes my 'Vette
Call me Craig Tucker 'cause I'm boutta say f*ck it
These drugs see my brain then jump up, then attack it
Feelin' quite cool, get my double cup a jacket
F*ck my ex hoe, bet that bitch got maggots
I really hope one day I make it
Make my Mom and Dad proud, Imma chase it
I hate the life that I've f*ckin chosen
Please tell me I'm able to connect it
