Zach Heffner - Find Myself Lyrics

Daily I've been having talks inside my head
Noting down everything that's said
Conversations inside my bed
Getting no sleep

Maybe voices that I thought I knew were dead
Come out when they know they can be read
Creativity needs to be fed
Doesn't come free

But how do I figure a way
To fit all the things that I'm wanting to say
Inside of three minutes it's not enough space
Three pages of notes every morning I wake

I'm using this music to pray
For all of the people who thinking the same
Although I should probably leave it to fate
You gotta destroy before you can create so

Shoulda left a note for you
But my hands were so cold
I'm killing myself
Killing myself just to find myself again

Not a lot that you can do
Gotta find some control
I'm killing myself
Killing myself just to find myself again

Find myself again
Find myself again
I'm killing myself
Killing myself just to find myself again

Find myself again
Find myself again
I'm killing myself
Killing myself

Looking at a new way of life
Focus on what I can do right
Accept the things I can't change and
Suddenly everything I see is in a new light

Evil's eating at us like it's moths on a shirt
Leaving us in its wake but not caring bout the hurt
Honestly I couldn't even tell you what I think is worse
That we're acting like it's fake or like it's something we rehearsed

Man we're acting like we're fine but we all know deep inside
There are problems that we deal with only in the rooms we hide
Or we push em to the side and not deal with them at all
Cause we're all scared of the people who all act like they're appalled

Just for dealing with the same things that they're dealing with
Even with themselves those people are not legit
Honestly that's why I'm speaking out for everyone at home
You're going through some stuff
But trust me you're not alone

I shoulda left a note for you
But my hands were so cold
I'm killing myself
Killing myself just to find myself again

Yeah I got a lot more to do
But I'm gaining control
I'm killing myself
Killing myself just to find myself again

Find myself again
Find myself again
I'm killing myself
Killing myself just to find myself again

Find myself again
Find myself again