Fascinate, fascinate
Blowin' up, I can't wait
Feel like I'm testin' fate
Everyone in my face
End the debates, I'm great
Comeback, it's kinda late
Feel like I may never find my place
Mind in the clouds and my head in space
F*ck what they talkin' bout I ain't fazed
Feel like today is the day that I come out the dark and face what awaits, I gotta
Fascinate, fascinate
Blowin' up, I can't wait
Feel like I'm testin' fate
Waste all the steps I take
I gotta contemplate what this shit takes to make
Feel like I finally found my place
Feel like I finally found my place
Feel like I finally found my place
Feel like I finally found my place
Yeah, I know it's been a long time coming
Everybody asking, "When the new songs drop-droppin'?"
I been here before, ain't nobody end me
Except myself, I'm the only one against me
Never feelin' like I'm good enough
It's hard to say I don't give a f*ck, damn
And I love to act tough but I'm still f*cked up from the girl that made me lose all trust
I try to write when I'm down
But all around and surrounding me are things that are unastounding
And I try to find reasons to quit, but it's been all night and I can't keep counting
Make a new song, don't like how it's sounding
Lost my mind, I still haven't found it
Make me wanna say, "F*ck this music,", but then maybe not
But my thoughts keep drowning me
I been feelin' lost at sea
Can somebody help me?
I am not free
Somebody tell me it's part of the plan, yeah, that's all that I need
Know that the struggle is standard
And that is what's making the come up a movie to see
I'm on the waitlist and losin' my patience, I mean it
My life is just waiting on me, I gotta
Fascinate, fascinate
Blowin' up, I can't wait
Feel like I'm testin' fate
Everyone in my face
End the debates, I'm great
Comeback, it's kinda late
Feel like I may never find my place
Mind in the clouds and my head in space
F*ck what they talkin' bout I ain't fazed
Feel like today is the day that I come out the dark and face what awaits, I gotta
Fascinate, fascinate
Blowin' up, I can't wait
Feel like I'm testin' fate
Waste all the steps I take
I gotta contemplate what this shit takes to make
Feel like I finally found my place
Feel like I finally found my place
Feel like I finally found my place
Feel like I finally found my place
And still to this day I complain
Talkin' bout I ain't made it, damn it's a shame
Haven't put in work in like months, playing games
No money, no fame, I got myself to blame
I can't keep doin' this
Actin' like I'm on top of the world in the bottom of a pit
When's the last time I felt accomplished?
Imma think about it and sit
Ooh, damn, it's been a bit, I'm gone
Lost in my thoughts, I'm gone
New shit comin' out strong
This negativity started befriending me
Might f*ck around and just right all my wrongs
This new serenity been getting into me
Tell me to take everything that I got
I am not lost
I found myself a long time ago, I was closer than I thought
This that new beginning, I feel like I'm winning
Depression is ending, yeah, that's how it's feeling
I haven't felt like myself in a minute
Come back to earth and still nothing is different
Except for me, I know I've changed
Hard to believe, I know it's strange
But my energy's in a different place
Never let it go to waste, I gotta fascinate
Fascinate, fascinate
Blowin' up, I can't wait
Feel like I'm testin' fate
Everyone in my face
End the debates, I'm great
Comeback, it's kinda late
Feel like I may never find my place
Mind in the clouds and my head in space
F*ck what they talkin' bout I ain't fazed
Feel like today is the day that I come out the dark and face what awaits, I gotta
Fascinate, fascinate
Blowin' up, I can't wait
Feel like I'm testin' fate
Waste all the steps I take
I gotta contemplate what this shit takes to make
Feel like I finally found my place
Feel like I finally found my place
Feel like I finally found my place
Feel like I finally found my place
Feel like I finally found my home