On My Own (feat. La) Video (MV)

I need to be on my own
I need to be on my own
I need to be on my own
My own
My own
Honestly I'm unconscious
My thoughts are speaking
I'm fallin' down in the deep end
Stuck in this odyssey we in
Know I don't wanna believe it
It's what my reality is
For me it's hard to keep feeling
And so it's hard to keep seeing
You
Cause every time I look at you the words escape me
Insecure and thoughts are racing got me going crazy
Pull myself together but I always keep on breaking
Lately
Mindset changing
Everything is fading
Betrayed left and right
It's hard to choose a direction
How do I make a connection
When every road I take just ends in depression
And I'm done with suppression
My aggression is just manifesting
Until I got nothing left
A matter of seconds
Til I explode
Til I really need to go
And my heart is palpitating
It's no longer beating slow
Til everything in my room has been thrown
I hate to be alone, but I really need to be alone
Now
I need to be on my own
I need to be on my own
I need to be on my own
My own
My own
How do I trust when I've lost so much
This a real song for the ones who been f*cked up
This the anthem for the people who been lost out of touch
With the world and how you gotta be nothing but tough
Look me in the eyes when you tell me you won't tell lies
Look me in the eyes
As you look at me into mine
Look me in the eyes
As we start to say our goodbyes
Then walk away
Even though you said you'd do otherwise
As you told me as you said that shit was different this time
Then you told me that you'll stick around and that was a lie
Then you told me that we gotta give this one more try
Then you give your heart to someone else as you destroy mine
Now I trust nobody and it's all because of you
And you were the one person that I thought wouldn't do
Exactly what you did
And now I'm stuck all alone
Singing I hate to be alone
But I really need to be alone
Now
I need to be on my own
I need to be on my own
I need to be on my own
My own
My own