Every time I hear that song
I go back to the storm
I still feel the waves
And I re live the pain
Everything was fine for a little while
Riding them waves with a big ole smile
Til one came over the top
And then the engine stopped
In that final moment not a lot was said
But I don't think anyone was scared
I wish we talked one last time
But I thought we'd be alright
Laughing about it in just a few
Lord I wish I only knew
In that moment what to do
So they wouldn't have to be with you
Say it gets better with time
But god damn they're lying
I'm missing yous more every day
I still live my life
But I got to hide
The tears that come with all this pain
I do it to myself
I can't help
The thoughts just roll through my brain
I still ask why
And I still don't know
Why you both had to go
Hell sometimes I wish I did too
I wish I would've spoke up
Before we jumped in
My intuition said
We didn't have to swim
The boat was coming to get us
But how were we to know
We decided to jump in
And dam that water was cold
And yea them waves were big
As they rolled over head
Choking on the water
As I'm tryna catch a breath
I stopped swimming
Then I started to drift
But when he through the rope
I knew I was saved
Then I looked back once more
And they were far away
That's the vision in my mind
That's always on replay
Say it gets better with time
God damn they're lying
I'm missing yous more every day
I still live my life
But I got to hide
The tears that come with all this pain
I do it to myself
I can't help
The thoughts just roll through my brain
I still ask why
And I still don't know
Why you both had to go
Hell sometimes I wish I did too
I don't know the answer
But this sure ain't the one
Yous should be here
Or I should be gone
Often times I struggle
Just to make it through my day
The death of my brothers
Is still heavy on my brain