Lately I've been lost inside my mind
Scrolling through our pictures wish I could rewind
Told me you was different but you lied
Now I'm out here lonely tryna figure out why
We was talking bout forever now it's gone
Left me in the dark had to face it on my own
Said you needed space now you're chilling with someone new
Funny how the ones you love the most can break you
I wonder why I wasn't enough for you
Gave you all my love but you just let me lose
Now I'm out here drowning in these midnight blues
Tryna heal my heart but it don't got no use
I wonder why, yeah
I wonder why
I wonder why you always with other guys
Yeah I wonder why, yeah
If love ain't real then tell me what we had was all a lie
Used to be my peace now you my pain
Every time I hear your name it don't feel the same
You told me that you love me but our love done changed
Guess forever ain't forever it was just a phase
I've been praying I've been wishing
Tryna fight the pain but I can't fix it
And I know that you ain't never coming back
But if I'm honest girl I still want what we had
I replay our love like an old song
Tryna find a moment when it went all wrong
Do you ever think about me the way it used to be
Or am I just a memory you don't ever need
You're still in my heart still in my mind
I keep running back the memories I can't leave behind
No matter how I try I just can't let go
Guess some love just stay inside your soul
I still hear you laugh when the night get quiet
Still feel your touch even though you ain't beside me
Try to love again but it don't feel right
Ain't nobody else ever shine that bright
Tell me do you ever miss me when you're all alone
Do you ever drive past the places where we used to go
Do you hear a song and feel some type of way
Or am I just the only one who's stuck in yesterday
Still check my phone but you don't ever text
Guess I got a face and now you just my ex
Told myself I heal but I ain't there yet
Every time I try to love I just feel regret
I've been drowning in my thoughts fighting with the past
Tryna find a way to let go but I can't
Everybody say the pain don't last
But why it feel like it'll never pass
I still double back looking for a sign
Still hear your voice every whisper in my mind
Try to love again but it don't feel right
Nobody else ever held me that tight
I wonder if you ever lay awake at night
Thinking bout the way we used to shine so bright
Or did you just let me go without a fight
Cause I'm still holding on but you're doing fine
Yeah you're still in my heart, yeah
Yeah you're still in my heart, yeah
There will always be a place for you in my heart
There will always be a place for you in my heart