zacper - CONNECTED Lyrics

We connected more than I ever expected
On my zombie shit, I'm feelin' resurrected
You stole my soul but it's already sold, I'm reckless
You say you love me, I pretend you never meant it
All these things up in my head that I invented
Keep me distant, got no feelings, I'm pretending
You stole my soul but it's already sold, I'm reckless
You say you love me, I pretend you never meant it
You say you love me, I pretend you never meant it
You say you love me, I pretend you never meant it
I wish I could be there for you, I know that you're down
But it's so hard to trust someone who says they'll stick around
When all I'm used to doing now is falling down
When everything is falling down I got myself
I believe, I don't wanna believe
Man, I had love once, and I f*cked it up
So I run away when this shit gets tough
Never been the same, man it's never enough
I wish I could tell you something different
Haven't been myself, man I really miss it
Feel me falling, growing more distant
And it's been so long, but I cannot fix it
Been so long, I still ain't fix it
Honestly late for apologies
Sick of dishonesty coming subconsciously
Don't wanna fall asleep, my life is calling me
It's just outta my control, ay
Tell myself I gotta go, ay
All these girls, they want it all, ay
And imma throw it all away, ay
Throw it all away, ay
Act like it's ok, k
I just run away, ay
I just run away, ay
Don't know what to say, ay
Way too scared to stay, ay
Need to find my pla-ace
I just run away
And I been so gone, it's just something that I'm used to
And it's my fault, girl I didn't mean to use you
Now you're so far, yeah I never meant to lose you
But it's all my fault, guess I lose too
We connected more than I ever expected
On my zombie shit, I'm feelin' resurrected
You stole my soul but it's already sold, I'm reckless
You say you love me, I pretend you never meant it
All these things up in my head that I invented
Keep me distant, got no feelings, I'm pretending
You stole my soul but it's already sold, I'm reckless
You say you love me, I pretend you never meant it
You say you love me, I pretend you never meant it
You say you love me, I pretend you never meant it
I wish I could be there for you, I know that you're down
But it's so hard to trust someone who says they'll stick around
When all I'm used to doing now is falling down
When everything is falling down I got myself
When everything just falls apart I got myself
When everything is falling down I got myself