ZaFour - Loss Lyrics

Your mom and I were young and foolish
Something you never had the chance to be
It's a splinter in my heart and I tried to pull it out
But everytime it takes the opposite route
In my bedroom, alone, awake at night
I thought, I knew pain, I thought, I'd spot it at first sight
Until you came along and left so soon
You never saw the sky, the stars or the moon
I dream about
Singing lullabys, till you fall asleep
I ask myself, if we are ever gonna meet
As everything's faded, dark and cold
The memories of you will serve me till I'm old

I never got to
Hold you, praise you, play with you and let you win
Until the age where you would surpass your old man
Teching him tricks, he doesn't even understand
I miss you, kid, I hope you're in wonderland
I never got to
Hold you, praise you, play with you and let you win
Until the age where you would surpass your old man
Teching him tricks, he doesn't even understand
I miss you, kid, I hope you're in wonderland

In every way possible, I try to understand
How much you hurt, but I can't begin to comprehend
Even though we don't speak, and we are far apart
I want you to know that I don't have an iron heart
You cross my mind more than once a day
Still I can't figure out what the f*ck to say
As everything's faded, dark and cold
The memories of you will serve me till I'm old

I never got to
Hold you, praise you, play with you and let you win
Until the age where you would surpass your old man
Teching him tricks, he doesn't even understand
I miss you, kid, I hope you're in wonderland
I never got to
Hold you, praise you, play with you and let you win
Until the age where you would surpass your old man
Teching him tricks, he doesn't even understand
I miss you, kid, I hope you're in wonderland