She calls me in the evening
Made me leave what I believed in
So I asked her to tell me
Why she's so misleading
She clouds my mind with dreams that
Will never come to fruition
Shes got me wishing
That I could make my own decisions
It's late as hell in a dark room
Time will tell if I'll get out of my head soon
I lock myself in without a key
So easily, So peacefully
I write alone in my blank space
Just to hide from her pretty face
Forgetting everything slowly
Empty nights with a full glass, my
Tolerance ain't gonna last, but
Patience is a virtue
I'm way Past Curfew
Gotta get home soon
To get inside my bedroom
And confess to the Lord who
Saved me before I was born into
This world of hatred and misunderstanding
I'm learning to handle
This turbulent landing...
I just wanna fly
Never wanna die
I just wanna fly
I'm lying in a room that never seemed to welcome me in
But I still catch myself drifting
Slowly dying in a trance that leads me closer to sin
Maybe someday I'll feel new again.