I'm wondering
Will you ever love me
Like how I want to be
Am I too hard to please
I'm just girl
Who's tryna be a woman
Miss independent
But for you I'm dependent
Pick me up when I fall
Tell me I'm what you want
But I'm too scared to call
When I'm crying on the floor
You had me controlled
I want to be alone
But not lonely at all
Why won't you hold me
Show me
Love me
Be your only
I keep being tested
Not learning my lessons
I ask for forgiveness
Resist my temptations
I'm better of living
Without you in my visions
If you were a blessing
I wouldn't be obsessing
If you Will be there
When I'm too hard to bare
I'm lost in my fears
Each time you disappear
You had me controlled
I want to be alone
But not lonely at all
Why won't you hold me
Show me
Love me
Be your only
Hold me
Show me
Love me
Be your only"