Zaylon Night - Bonaqua Tears Lyrics

[Intro]
Empty bottles on the dashboard, yeah
Designer labels can't fill these holes
Zaylon's losing it tonight, uh

[Verse 1]
Marcus switched up on me, now my trust is broken
Popping pills in daddy's study, irony got me choking
Mama built these perfect walls, but my mind's still frozen
Everything's so f*cking fake, like this lifestyle I've chosen
Gucci belt can't hold me up when I'm spiraling down
Trust fund baby breaking down in this privileged-ass town

[Chorus]
Bonaqua feelings, crystal clear but ain't pure
Designer demons dancing while I search for the cure
Yeah, I'm drowning in this shallow life
Cut deep but these tears ain't real, right?
Suburban nightmare, can't wake up
Drinking poison from a golden cup

[Verse 2]
Late night in the studio, Xavier mixing pain
Luna writing darkness while I'm going insane
Daddy's PhD don't help me understand
Why I'm feeling empty with this world in my hands
Smoking problems away in my German whip
Playing pretend rebel while my soul starts to slip

[Bridge]
All these faces looking plastic
Every moment feels dramatic
Am I really breaking down?
Or just playing for the crowd?

[Chorus]
Bonaqua feelings, crystal clear but ain't pure
Designer demons dancing while I search for the cure
Yeah, I'm drowning in this shallow life
Cut deep but these tears ain't real, right?
Suburban nightmare, can't wake up
Drinking poison from a golden cup

[Outro]
Everything's so f*cking fake (yeah)
Just like me (just like me)
Everything's so f*cking fake
That's all I'll ever be