[Intro]
Toy piano memories, f*ck what they told me
Every scream was practice for the stage, yeah
[Verse 1]
Broke that piano when I was six
Now I break hearts, that's how I get my fix
Mama said "control it," but I found another way
Turn that rage to gold, make these f*cking haters pay
Suburban prison, white picket chains
Learning to perform my pain, yeah
[Chorus]
I ain't throwing tantrums, I'm throwing art
Calculated chaos, tear this shit apart
Every breakdown's choreographed
Every tear's a f*cking photograph
This ain't rage, it's my protocol
Watch me turn these screams into protocol
[Verse 2]
Marcus thought he knew me, called me spoiled and weak
Luna saw the genius in the way I'd speak
Through broken keys and shattered dreams
Built my empire on these silent screams
They tried to tame me, shape me right
Now I'm in the studio every f*cking night
Making beauty from the way they broke me
Every track's revenge for how they choked me
[Bridge]
Privileged kid with demons in his head
Turn pain to profit, that's what mama said
But she never knew I'd take it this far
Make emotional warfare into art, yeah
[Chorus]
I ain't throwing tantrums, I'm throwing art
Calculated chaos, tear this shit apart
Every breakdown's choreographed
Every tear's a f*cking photograph
This ain't rage, it's my protocol
Watch me turn these screams into protocol
[Outro]
Piano keys still haunt my dreams
But now I'm orchestrating bigger schemes
Every meltdown's just another show
Watch me turn this pain to f*cking gold