Zaylon Night - Toy Box Trauma Lyrics

[Intro]
Broken keys and shattered dreams
They took away my melody
Now I'm trapped inside these schemes
Yeah, yeah

[Verse 1]
Mom snatched my piano, I was only six
Now every f*cking friendship feels just like a trick
Trust issues deeper than these face tats
Marcus leaked my songs, should've seen that coming back
Privileged kid with a broken mind
They gave me everything but left my soul behind
That ivory sanctuary was all I had
Now I'm popping pills just to feel less mad

[Chorus]
Can't play those keys no more
Childhood trauma behind closed doors
Everything I love gets ripped away
Now I'm numb most days, yeah
Can't play those keys no more
Watch my demons dance on that floor
Everything I touch turns to dust
Tell me who the f*ck can I trust?

[Verse 2]
Riley told the world about my habits
Should've known better, now the whole scene has it
Every betrayal takes me back to that day
When they stripped my music, took my peace away
Designer clothes can't fix what's broken inside
These Gucci tears ain't gonna help me hide
That little boy still screaming in my head
Piano strings wrapped around my thoughts like thread

[Bridge]
Tantrum turned to trauma
Pain turned to drama
Now I'm sitting in this mansion
Still feeling that phantom
Of those ivory keys
Haunting my dreams

[Chorus]
Can't play those keys no more
Childhood trauma behind closed doors
Everything I love gets ripped away
Now I'm numb most days, yeah
Can't play those keys no more
Watch my demons dance on that floor
Everything I touch turns to dust
Tell me who the f*ck can I trust?

[Outro]
Still hear those melodies when I close my eyes
Every broken promise, every f*cking lie
Takes me back to that day when I lost control
Now I'm just a piano with a missing soul
Yeah, yeah, with a missing soul