Zaylon Night - Trigger Happy Lyrics

[Intro]
Loaded up with pain, yeah, safety's off tonight
Every memory's a bullet, aimin' for my mind

[Verse 1]
Smashed my first piano, age of five or six
Mom said "calm down baby," but the rage still sticks
Trust fund therapy couldn't fix this shit
Now I'm poppin' pills just to feel legit
Guitar Center cameras caught me slippin'
But the shame hits harder than what I was liftin'
Newton's golden boy turned to f*cking poison
Every expectation just another voice and
I can't take it, make it stop
Heart racing like a time bomb 'bout to pop

[Chorus]
Trigger happy, yeah I'm trigger happy
These suburbs made a weapon out of me
Trigger happy, yeah I'm trigger happy
Pull the pin and watch me f*cking bleed
They took my peace, now peace ain't free
Every scream I swallowed's bout to be released

[Verse 2]
Marcus switched up on me, Luna almost died
Got me in the bathroom, tears I couldn't hide
Private school pressure turned my heart to ice
Now I'm self-destructing just to feel alive
Classical training versus trap beat violence
Every note I play just breaks more silence
Privileged rage, yeah, I know it's f*cked up
But these demons in my head won't shut the f*ck up
Parents paid for lessons, couldn't buy me peace
Now I'm trigger happy with no release

[Chorus]
Trigger happy, yeah I'm trigger happy
These suburbs made a weapon out of me
Trigger happy, yeah I'm trigger happy
Pull the pin and watch me f*cking bleed
They took my peace, now peace ain't free
Every scream I swallowed's bout to be released

[Outro]
Finger on the trigger of my mind
Loading up these memories, one at a time
Bang, bang, watch me fall apart
Every shot I take straight through my heart