ZayMann2x - Love is a Blessing and a Curse Lyrics

You rather leave me blind than wipe my eyes so I can see
You hadda let me go so I can spread my wings and I can breathe
You try to cut me low you cut me close you cut me deep
I didn't take it personally you ain't make me bleed

I tried to work my magic but see you, you got some habits
I steady tell the truth but you think i'm always cappin
I'm different from these niggas I'm way up above the average
Ma told me I'm unique and that I'm separate from the masses

Let me tell you about some thing that really hurts
I go to sleep at night, but I'm gonna always hear your voice
I tried to ease my mind, but it's a irritating noise
But I find some comfort so your love is just a curse
I tell you that it really hurts

I tell you that it really hurts
I tell you that it really hurts
But im not supposed to say a word
Don't feel nothing don't gotta nerve
The love supposed to make it work
I tell you that it really hurts

Let me tell you about some thing that really hurts
I go to sleep at night, but I'm gonna always hear your voice
I tried to ease my mind, but it's a irritating noise
But I find some comfort so your love is just a curse
I tell you that it really hurts

I tell you that it really hurts
I tell you that it really hurts
But I'm not supposed to say a word
Don't feel nothing don't gotta nerve
The love supposed to make it work
I tell you that it really hurts

You rather leave me blind than wipe my eyes so I can see
You hadda let me go so I can spread my wings and I can breathe
You try to cut me low you cut me close you cut me deep
I didn't take it personally you ain't make me bleed

Received a message right from
Mom let me tell you what it said
She told me leave that girl alone because she f*cking with my head
I told her that she loves me this a different situation
I told moms that I'm hurting but I gotta have some patience
Then she told me I'm gon be waiting till I'm dead
I rather die alone than have those thoughts inside
Some nights i barely sleep just think while laying in my bed

I rather go to sleep but I still see you in my head