Zayy Marcel - Broken Hearted Lyrics

I just been meaning to tell you
Yea my trust is kinda iffy, so I'm cautious with decisions
In a circle full of pain, this time around is gone be different (It's gone be different)
But I crumble in your presence, guess our time just had a limit
You gone miss the way I hit it, how I ball just like a scrimmage
Yea, I love you way more than you know
And maybe we needed distance for each other to grow
And I know, you been prone to hurt way more than you show
But if you give up on us now, you gone be hurting us both
You gone be the cause I'll never trust a bitch again (Never)
You gone be the reason love has a different send (Fersure)
I tried to fix what's going on, you spent that time with other men
Nothings ever good enough, I found that shit out in the end
I been meaning to call, was stuck at the dial tone
Just want you to pick up the phone, and tell me this all a dream (Just pick up)
But reality kicking in, you can die alone
Apparently this love and happy shit ain't everything it seems
Now I'm hoping karma smoke yo ass
I hope yo heart get broken back
You told me this forever, now you gone, how can I cope with that?
Before you got the chance, I should've played you, should've hoed yo ass
I regret the fact that I didn't, where was my focus at? (F*ck it)
My niggas tried to warn me, I ain't listen, played the bigger fool (Damn)
Cause I would give up any and everything when it came to you
When he do you how you did me, f*ck you I ain't saving you
Cause you left me at my lowest with the burden of replacing you
I asked for something real and you f*cking faked it
This was yo plan from the jump, I don't see why you waited (Facts)
All these nights that you schemed and you contemplated
God damn I f*cking hate you, never thought I'd make this
I'm frustrated, just leave me alone
I was pushing away girls that wanna do what you won't
One nice in the pants, the other nice with the throat
Man you got my mind twisted, guess I'm f*cking 'em both (Shhhh)
God damn it, baby look at you now
And with the presence of your demons, got my head in the clouds
I ain't fond of all your choices but I'm missing your smile
And I done heard about ya granny, hope you making her proud (Amen)
I ain't wanna see you hurting, I went harder in the streets
You fell in love with all my music, I went harder on the beat
And it's some good and it's some bad and we lie somber in between
But baby we been indecisive, with our heart up on our sleeves damn
I just want to be loved
And you just want to be right
Popping pills to feel numb
It helps me sleep through the night
Without you, don't know how you
About to just move on, I don't know how to
And now you've been gone too long
And I doubt you, don't run your mouth to
Them niggas 'round you, don't make me clown you
I'm bound to, putting on a front like I ain't the one who found you
But got that nigga feeling special more-so glad he crowned you (made you his queen)
I love you and I hate you at the same damn time
But we can never be a unit cause the connectors are fried
You submit to letting go but still hold on to your pride
You've been playing a charade for 'bout our whole damn lives
I used to sit and let you vent, I wiped the tears from your eyes
But when I needed you, you was never there for me
But I finally found myself, I was so sick of your lies
So this the last time you gone hear from me, I guess it's goodbye
Zayy
F*ck this shit