It's Hard to Move On Video (MV)

Life is hollow in these dark valleys
I can see you and your sorrow staring back at me
Tell me is it really real or are you just acting
This is how I feel
I feel so alone in my mind sometimes
Nothing was the same since I took my life
I've been in my dreams tryna look alright
I'm tryna see your soul
All I know is I've got nothing left to lose
I've been on my own for way too long to move
On and every day I wake up feeling blue
So I work until my lungs collapse the truth
Is I know I make Mistakes but we all do
It's been hard because I feel so strange and you
Aren't beside me I don't know what I once knew
So I work until my lungs collapse to prove

All of my haters who say I won't make it all wrong
Swear love is all that I'm on
I got a couple of words that I wrote in this song
Dedicated to my mom
Lately been tripping and thinking that my life is gone
Asking myself where is John
It's been unfortunate, fortunately I'mma morph it into and impressive performance
Impressin upon all my listeners love in my songs
Swear I'mma try to be strong from the night till the dawn
Even if I don't belong
Back and I been on it for goners and
Livid indifferent menacing sinners who been in predicaments
Evident to them in a different position to never step in they section
Livin for the less thans
In a society where the stress been infestin depression is present
Pestilence pressin and
Destined to fail is the future for freshman
Been attestin the illness incessantly plaguing the world and the proof is the death in it
Left in it
Made a nest in it
Know that I'm blessed in it
Never do rest in it cuz I
Got a lotta passion for healing they sadness
Cuz I know what it feels like to feel like a casket is
Better than the place that I'm at
Tryna give a little bit of love for the healing of that and I'm
Back with a couple other tracks and I never slack
Cuz I got a lot of love in me I can rap
Fact is I've been diagnosed with bipolar depression and 4 psych ward bills are pressin' and
I'm just tryna write a song for the struggles of the people in the world who been feelin like

Life is hollow in these dark valleys
I can see you and your sorrow staring back at me
Tell me is it really real or are you just acting
This is how I feel
I feel so alone in my mind sometimes
Nothing was the same since I took my life
I've been in my dreams tryna look alright
I'm tryna see your soul
Livin in a wishing well
Wish me well
Wish I could tell myself I still got a will to live
But I'm dying in my mind right now
It's hard to move on
Livin in a prison cell
Dreaming again schemin again we've been a sinful soul
Tryna make a better invincible
But do you hear me
Who is the real me

Ask myself that every single day
Last year held back every single wave
Now I gotta come back every single stain
Still inside of mine that mind of mine's a maze
Dealin with the pain tryna make an aim
Better than a dream but I feel insane and it's crazy
Stayin in my lane, no I aint the same, been against the grain
Illness in my brain and it's hazy
Reality twisted, it since then's been a rough road
Riskin it all for my passion
You can tell by every single action I take
Imma love till the day that I pass and I break
Back in to make a couple paths for the lake
Do it for the last in the state of mind
Where you feel alone and your on your own livin
In your zone never home feelin like a drone cant get a grip
Get a grip they say
They dont understand what it's liike with the change in your mainframe
Better not trip they say
They dont understand where you been what you seen what to fiend feels like
They dont understand your life
They dont understand your death
They dont understand what's left that you cant quite tell which is which
They don't understand your stress
This is for the ones feelin lost and they tossed in the
Whirlwind of the world and they world ends and it twirls and it curls in like a pearl bent and it
Broke when it unfurls know your not alone in your world when
Everything is breaking down
Nothing is the same and now
Everybody's changed and how
Different it is around
They dont understand that

Life is hollow in these dark valleys
I can see you and your sorrow staring back at me
Tell me is it really real or are you just acting
This is how I feel
I feel so alone in my mind sometimes
Nothing was the same since I took my life
I've been in my dreams tryna look alright
I'm tryna see your soul