Get Through This Video (MV)

I been suffering
Yea, I been wondering
When is it gonna end
When do all of these tears stop when do all of my fears stop
Tearing me down (Me down) as I drop to the ground (Hit the floor)
I just wanna make it to the next step
I just wanna make it to the next level
The next level of consciousness
Put aside my pride I guess (I guess)
Tryna let go of this misery
But it seems, that pain holds onto me (Onto me)
I just wanna let it be (Let it be)
Let the past be in the past (In the past)
Lord knows that my future's bright (Super bright)
I know I'll find someone nice
But hell with all that I gotta make racks
Said hell with all that I gotta make racks
I gotta lace tracks to count stacks (Count it)
I gotta face facts no take backs (No)
That's why I'm back in the kitchen (Ok)
Pot and a pan up on the stove I'm cookin'
Yea I'm racing to get it
Though the shit is not a race I'm winning I'm with it
One day I'll achieve it
One day I'll find meaning
Until then I'm seeking
That is just the sequence

Lately I'm suffering
Really I'm wondering
Do I have enough strength to get me beyond this space
Will I get through this state, I just need to go on
One day I'll smile again, realize my happiness

Really I gotta master my mind (My mind)
And stop all of my suffering
Become whole again
Don't need nothin outside of me to be one (Hey)
Hey, get familiar with yourself (With yourself)
Put your pride up on the shelf (On the shelf)
Focus on what you can do and no one else
Yea focus on what you can do and no one else
Promise when you do it you'll uber happy (Uber happy)
You'll be thanking me I'm glad you open minded (Open minded)
I knew you could do it you just wasn't planning (Wasn't planning)
I knew you could do it I'm glad you went through it
I'll be the one you can run to in the end
I'll be the one you can run to need a friend
I'll be the one you can run to need to spend
I'll be the one you can run to in a jam

Lately I'm suffering
Really I'm wondering
Do I have enough strength to get me beyond this space
Will I get through this state, I just need to go on
One day I'll smile again, realize my happiness