Losing a, losing a grip on my mental
There is no God, there is no Devil
Feels like a, feels like a
Feels like a bad acid trip times a million
Rot, rot, rot, rotting inside as the time passes by
How am I supposed to survive
Feels like a, feels like a
Feels like a bad acid trip times a million
Losing my mental, losing a grip on my mental
There is no God, there is no Devil
Feels like a, feels like a
Feels like a bad acid trip times a million
Rot, rot, rot, rotting inside as the time passes by
How am I supposed to survive
Feels like a, feels like a
Feels like a bad acid trip times a million
It's a silent night and I feel like getting high
I pop an acid tab
Just to escape my miserable life
Coming up I start to feel
Inexplicable feelings right up in my chest
I'm not ready for this
Time moving backwards
And my hands are full of sweat
Panic building
As I walk through the swirling trees
I need to put myself at ease
But someone could be following me
Like Michael Myers
Stalking his prey during Halloween
Por qué me está pasando esto
I scream at the woods
And try to tell myself it's all a sueño
A fox stares at me in disgust
Then runs away leaving me all alone here
So I Rock back and forth on the grass
Telling myself I got nothing to fear
I know it's a lie pero no quiero perder
Mi mente like Conner Murphy
Obsessed with the enlightenment
But I'm not ready to wake up it's way to earlyyy
Feeling the peak coming
I know there's no turning back
The tree branches turn into claws like
Freddy Krugers tryna put my head on a plaque
Quién quién quién me va salvar
Nadien nadien me va salvar
Losing a, losing a grip on my mental
There is no God, there is no Devil
Feels like a, feels like a
Feels like a bad acid trip times a million
Rot, rot, rot, rotting inside as the time passes by
How am I supposed to survive
Feels like a, feels like a
Feels like a bad acid trip times a million
Losing my mental, losing a grip on my mental
There is no God, there is no Devil
Feels like a, feels like a
Feels like a bad acid trip times a million
Rot, rot, rot, rotting inside as the time passes by
How am I supposed to survive
Feels like a, feels like a
Feels like a bad acid trip times a million
I'm stuck in the woods
While I quickly lose my mind
The paths infinitely expand
How the f*ck am I supposed to survive
No one can save me
Where the hell is god
I prayed as a child but I was left alone to rot
Nothing but catastrophic thinking it's how I'm wired
Sick of my thoughts they keep calling me a liar
A fraud
A fraud
A f*cking fraud
A fraud
Me habla la oscuridad
Me dece cosas de este realidad
Tienes que matarte para saber la verdad
Vas a seguir viviendo asi
Trapped in a bad acid trip for eternity
My hearts in a state of emergency
Waiting for the reaper to take me
The roots from the trees come out from the ground
And strap me down to the grass like a patient
I stare at the stars about to be taken
Quién quién quién me va salvar
Nadien nadien me va salvar
Why
Why
Ehhhhhhhhhy
Why
Why
Whyyyyyyy
Why do I feel like a worthless piece of shit
Someone tell me what the right way to live is
I'm about die full of self hatred
Thinking about all the time I've wasted
Why do I feel like a worthless piece of shit
Someone tell me what the right way to live is
I'm about die full of self hatred
Thinking about all the time I've wasted