I, see, you
In the back of my mind
After I was fine
A portrait lingers in my mind
It's the version of me I left behind
A ghostly image of who I was
Lost in a time that I can't replace
The past keeps calling back
Its whispers linger, they're sharp and black
I'm chasing shadows of myself
I'm strapped in a void
With strength I lack
Are you happy
I've been stuck in Groundhog Day its like on repeat
But I know its all my fault
I've tried
To just give it up because he's there because he hates me
I keep looking behind to see if I can find myself