ZNO - Regret Lyrics

Had the words at the tip of my tongue
But when I got on the mic no bells rung hold on the words got lost in the
Jargon guess all this writing shows how far
I'm gone my mind is racing in every direction because my brain doesn't
Wanna focus its attention is it supposed to be this hard for me
To write but my lyrics get scattered when I'm up at
Night and I cant remember anything I want to say
Because I know tomorrow its gonna be a crazy day been
Working to blow up and make ends meet laid stones in patios
Then vocals on the beats dealt with so much fought
To remain sane I would it hate it so much
If my thoughts are in vain rambling tryna figure out how to cope with
Rejection hope y'all get the expression of my depression

I regret it everything I never said how I meant it words are written in my head
Can't forget it so I'll dream of you instead I regret it I regret it

Wish I didn't bother to let you go should have at least bothered
To let you know shouldn't have let you find out
From rumors toxic people tend to spread like they're tumors
So I'm sorry they got in between us I'm sorry we both
Did things to break our trust I neglected you because I wanted music
And you didn't come to college because of the
Moving I know it was a distance that you didn't like
But if felt like the only option in my sight and at 16 my parents
Said I should get it out the way because nobody believed in what I had to say
But its okay I hope that you'll finally
Understand one day but like most others it'll prolly be
When I'm gone just know I'm sorry to everybody that I
Wronged

I regret it everything I never said how I meant it words are written in my head can't forget it
So I'll dream of you instead I regret it I regret it