Zoë Knight & Mythical Beasts - Long Winter Lyrics

Sleeping alone again
For the first time since I can't remember when
So I lay down, but don't want to dream again
'Cause all of my dreams are of you
So I hold my pillow tight
Crying 'cause you didn't treat me right
All my friends say I've got to let you go
And I know, yeah I know, what they're saying is true
It's gonna be a long, cold lonely winter
'Till I feel the sun again
'Till I'm over you
It's gonna be a long, winding road ahead
'Till I find a place where I
Can live without you

Well you know, all that nonsense is just what I told myself
Thinking that's what it'll take to break the spell
Then I realize, I see that you were long gone, so long!
And I've been doing, yeah I've been doing just fine this whole time
It's gonna be a long, glorious winter
Laying in the sun again
Coming to bloom
It's gonna be a long wonderful road ahead
Living in the light
That I have found without you

Over and over I've searched through my soul
Picking up all of the pieces
I pull them together and I fill in the holes
With the beauty and joy of my riches
I'll be landing on my feet in the community that's lifted me up
While I fall into a long, glorious winter
Laying in the sun again
Coming to bloom
It's gonna be a long, wonderful road ahead
Living in the light
That I have found without you