Zugos - Something Real Lyrics

Been waiting for something real
And i'll never admit that
Everything that i want i fear
Can't help myself from
Taking all the wrong turns
Now i'm rolling down a lonely road
In bed tucked in my feels

In and out of content like the tides
I'm always waiting for the high
But while the waters rise my ocean sinks
My brain loves playing games
All my friends they stay the same
Gettin older nothings changed
Never noticed how the time went by
Lived the moments no worries mind
But Ima ride Ima ride till I die

Been waiting for something real
And i'll never admit that
Everything that i want i fear
Can't help myself from
Taking all the wrong turns
Now i'm rolling down a lonely road
In bed tucked in my feels

I cannot explain it
I ain't got a reason
Nothing ever goes as planned
If you could feel my pain and see how I'm feeling
Maybe you would understand
Middle finger to the fake shit
I won't ever take it
I just wanna clear my mind
Wide awake I'm restless
Dealing with the stress from
The mess that's intertwined

Been waiting for something real
And i'll never admit that
Everything that i want i fear
Can't help myself from
Taking all the wrong turns
Now i'm rolling down a lonely road
In bed tucked in my feels