the weekend Video (MV)

Alone with your thoughts is it heavy when you breathing
Contemplating in bed how you are you feeling
Give a f*ck about this
Im just tryna do some more healing
Left it in the past
I was tryna get up had to leave it at the ceiling
Times change people move on
That's why I'm digging this grave and writing new songs
And I hate shit ain't the same
But I will not take the blame
For taking this like a game
Ran away though I would I chase
But I didn't and I'm just tryna figure out
Why you distanced yourself because shit headed south
Never came eye to eye talking face to face
Acting like I'm a disgrace just change your pace
So we can

Meet up at the weekend
I didn't want to throw you in the deep end
Don't lie to me no pretence
No small talk don't want to pretend this weekend

Wanna dwell on the past
Cuz life moves to fast
Living in shadows cast
By demons I gave an arc
I could've changed things
Stopped this all from happening but pain stings
F*cked up in its own right
I been crying all night
Conscience having sword fights
Darkness guiding me to light
Don't understand why did it
But I won't hit up your digits
Even though its all my business
And its feeling like a sickness
I hope you know Im feeling guilt
It won't make anything better might level playing fields
My moral compass out of whack but Ill try to instil
A better way to deal with my demons I cannot kill
I know your hearing this you probably know this is for you
Its on blast but this is the best way I can talk this through
I just want some clarity but this is all ill do
Nothing to lose
Maybe we can

Meet up at the weekend
I didn't want to throw you in the deep end
Don't lie to me no pretence
No small talk don't want to pretend this weekend

Meet up at the weekend
Throw you in the deep end
Lie to me no pretence
No small talk don't want to pretend this weekend