You left the blinds open but you burned the heart within
Look what you did to me, your best friend, your biggest sin
So much so for spilled drinks or lucid dreams
So much so for hurting in the city
Goodbye
Acid Academia
I'm like Chance from Pakistan and all this rap's just happenstance
My girl, what do you think's the plan, oh, Mary, what do you think's the plan
What do you think's the
She put me on her finsta, walking with her mister, she put me on her rinsta
Errybody on spotify acting like they a spinster
Oh, Hana, Mary, Ruhi what do you think's the plan
Are we going out tonight for Js and coffee
Or we meeting at the 'bucks to read some tragedy
Are we chilling by the sofas, bitching, watching grey's
While Lukii walks in, got a jawline for days
See all of us were addicted but none of us would admit it
And I think Lukas still built his machines
We would take extra minutes walking or several meals stalking
As I read poems from my cracked iPhone screen
Smoking spliffs in the sculpture garden and Tom's wordy violence
Yelling out profanities to end any silence
But she'd agree to dance even if it was unplanned
And my mother does not know who I am
Sometimes I spill a drink, I can spill it all over you (so much so, so much so)
I wonder how my mother's marble looks in red wine hues (so much so, so much so)
This city's burning, punching our hearts black and blue (so much so, so much so)
Sometimes I love too much, i can love all over you (so much so, so much so)
Either none of us were sad or all of us were dying
The first few months, at least, all of us were trying
And the cold came early, rotting lies into the ugly
And lipsticks came off on the grades we pasted on the wall
And the walls, and the walls, and the walls caved in
Her paint was scratchin' over, my posters givin' in
We stopped locking our doors, trample up the side
My suitemate hates noises, let's stay a while
Don't mimic their silence, let's rest up in the music room playin violins
The stationary here is so bad
The ink impales but my papers were rad, yo
They were only poetic nonsense, vomit he asked me to revise please
I'm like, bitch shut the f*ck up i was on LSD
Listen, repeat, smile and say cheese
I been introduced to Acid Rap three times this year
I been sitting, smoking, typing, tripping essays in a mania
Ain't no "real, trippy" music, this is acid academia
But she'd agree to dance even if y'all (yale) kicked me out
And my mother, she don't not know what i'm all about (she don't know, she don't know)
She don't know, she don't know (she don't know, she don't know)
Sometimes I spill a drink, I can spill it all over you (so much so, so much so)
I wonder how my mother's marble, yo, it looks in red wine hues
This city's burning, punching our hearts black and blue
Sometimes I love too much, i can love all over you
I can love all over you
Oh, Big Mouth's out
You don't talk to me like a friend, I'm a stranger
Full of danger-ous techniques
You hurry like you know it all
Don't stride, I think you're gonna fall
But you keep walking on
Think I saw you fly-y-y
Your friends wear cool shoes, I try my own rules
Your steps are small, your world is on its own film debut
Will you dance with me, we can play our own beat?
Now I know how your hands feel
Now I know how your hands feel
Now I know how your hands feel
You hurry like you know it all
I think you're gonna fall, gonna fall
I think you might win them all