Zylvow - Suicide Squad Summer Lyrics

[Intro]
Summer nights in Mariehamn, can't escape these demons
Found you on the bathroom floor, barely even breathin'
F*ck these thoughts inside my head, they keep on repeatin'
Every time I close my eyes, see you barely breathin'

[Verse 1]
Bottles on the counter, pills scattered on the floor
Didn't see the signs before, now they're all I know
Called the ambulance at 3, prayin' you'd survive
While these club lights keep flashin', wonder who else dies inside
We act so damn tough, but we're breakin' at the seams
Drowning all our pain away in bottles and bad dreams
Every weekend same shit, pretending we're okay
But beneath these Nordic skies, we're all just running away

[Chorus]
Summer nights turn to nightmares
Found you lying there, barely any air
Summer nights turn to nightmares
All these fake smiles, nobody really cares
Summer nights turn to nightmares
Toxic masculinity, too scared to share
Summer nights turn to nightmares
How many more we gonna lose before we're aware?

[Verse 2]
Baltic breeze ain't cooling down this fever in my mind
Every club in Mariehamn reminds me of that night
Popping pills like candy, thinking that we're free
But we're just scared little boys, afraid to let them see
That we're f*cking hurting, that we need some help
Society says man up, so we damage ourselves
Your unconscious body burned into my brain
Now I'm fighting survivor's guilt, going insane

[Bridge]
Called your phone a hundred times
Left messages in vain
Now I'm standing at the spot
Where everything changed
Yeah, everything changed

[Outro]
Summer nights in Mariehamn, can't escape these demons
Found you on the bathroom floor, barely even breathin'
Thank God you survived, but others weren't so lucky
Generation lost at sea, somebody f*cking help me