Zzz.Bliss - y am i this way? Lyrics

There's too much on my mind
Its too hard to decide why
Should I stay or should I go
A thousand miles far from home
Lost and terrified
Why am I
Why am i this way
Why am I this way
Why am i this way
I'm sick in my head
She's still in love with her ex
And you know it's too far gone
How can you love me when you still think about him
When you hold my hand
You're so deceitful
Your flesh and skin
Is just a cloak for your disguise
Your evil eyes
Onto the next and you know it's too far gone
I won't ever come back this time
Why am I this way
Why am I this way
Why am I this way
Why am I this way
Oh why