I'm getting closer to the truth
It's so much harder than before
I'm losing grip on my thoughts
Finger closer to the trigger
And I don't know if I have the patience
Cause I'm so anxious
And it's more than indifference
It's so much closer to fatigue
I'm losing faith in myself
Footsteps closer to the edge
And I don't know if it's self-defense
Cause I'm so anxious
Every night
I hear angels
Calling me
Close to you
And I can't wait
No I can't wait
I'm getting closer to the truth
It's so much simpler than before
I'm losing strength in myself
Hands closer to the lever
And I don't know if it's self-defense
Cause I'm so anxious
It's more than weakness
It's so much further than that
I'm losing my faith in everything
So much closer to the truth
And I don't know if I have the patience
Cause I'm so anxious