Anxious Video (MV)

I'm getting closer to the truth
It's so much harder than before
I'm losing grip on my thoughts
Finger closer to the trigger

And I don't know if I have the patience
Cause I'm so anxious

And it's more than indifference
It's so much closer to fatigue
I'm losing faith in myself
Footsteps closer to the edge

And I don't know if it's self-defense
Cause I'm so anxious

Every night
I hear angels
Calling me
Close to you
And I can't wait
No I can't wait

I'm getting closer to the truth
It's so much simpler than before
I'm losing strength in myself
Hands closer to the lever

And I don't know if it's self-defense
Cause I'm so anxious

It's more than weakness
It's so much further than that
I'm losing my faith in everything
So much closer to the truth

And I don't know if I have the patience
Cause I'm so anxious