Loosh - Selfish Suicide Lyrics

She is Selfish, so am I
I am faded all the time
Test me God I pray
You understand the Demons in my mind

I've been tired all my life
I die every day inside
They don't want to have me here
Well f*ck them I'm all, tonight I'm fine

Who am I?
Who am I?

I'm am not myself this time
Make me understand
What's wrong with me
Why I can't love Dina

Why did I sleep with Klara
Lost my chances with Leesha
Wanted to talk to someone
But they don't want to listen

Who am I?
Who am I?
I'm not selfish
Suicide

Help me understand
And find the reason
I'm alone tonight

Who am I?
Who am I?
I'm not selfish
Suicide

Help me understand
And find the reason
I'm alone tonight

First I thought
It was my fault
That people didn't like my personality
But now I know it's you

Follow in my own persuasive
Devil that stay next to me

(I just want to say goodbye to you)

Why did I get drunk
And have a threesome
With some random people

Why did I have sex
With someone older than
My Goddamn Mother

Why can't I admit the truth
To save myself from all this
Torture

(I've been keeping a secret)

Who am I?
Who am I?
I'm not selfish
Suicide

Help me understand
And find the reason
I'm alone tonight

Who am I?
Who am I?
I'm not selfish
Suicide

Help me understand
And find the reason
I'm alone tonight

You should take your own advice
All this time the days go by
Feel my only option
Is to run away and start a life

Lose my friends and family
They won't even miss me
Why should I have thoughts of them
When all they do is hurt my pride

Keep my problems all inside
They come out in dark disguises
Like the time I lost myself (lost myself)
And slept outside

I'm not sorry, not to you
Tried my best to tell the truth
Let's pretend I'm just ok
Even though I'm not ok

Who am I?
Who am I?
I'm not selfish
Suicide

Help me understand
And find the reason
I'm alone tonight

Who am I?
Who am I?
I'm not selfish
Suicide

Help me understand
And find the reason
I'm alone tonight