She is Selfish, so am I
I am faded all the time
Test me God I pray
You understand the Demons in my mind
I've been tired all my life
I die every day inside
They don't want to have me here
Well f*ck them I'm all, tonight I'm fine
Who am I?
Who am I?
I'm am not myself this time
Make me understand
What's wrong with me
Why I can't love Dina
Why did I sleep with Klara
Lost my chances with Leesha
Wanted to talk to someone
But they don't want to listen
Who am I?
Who am I?
I'm not selfish
Suicide
Help me understand
And find the reason
I'm alone tonight
Who am I?
Who am I?
I'm not selfish
Suicide
Help me understand
And find the reason
I'm alone tonight
First I thought
It was my fault
That people didn't like my personality
But now I know it's you
Follow in my own persuasive
Devil that stay next to me
(I just want to say goodbye to you)
Why did I get drunk
And have a threesome
With some random people
Why did I have sex
With someone older than
My Goddamn Mother
Why can't I admit the truth
To save myself from all this
Torture
(I've been keeping a secret)
Who am I?
Who am I?
I'm not selfish
Suicide
Help me understand
And find the reason
I'm alone tonight
Who am I?
Who am I?
I'm not selfish
Suicide
Help me understand
And find the reason
I'm alone tonight
You should take your own advice
All this time the days go by
Feel my only option
Is to run away and start a life
Lose my friends and family
They won't even miss me
Why should I have thoughts of them
When all they do is hurt my pride
Keep my problems all inside
They come out in dark disguises
Like the time I lost myself (lost myself)
And slept outside
I'm not sorry, not to you
Tried my best to tell the truth
Let's pretend I'm just ok
Even though I'm not ok
Who am I?
Who am I?
I'm not selfish
Suicide
Help me understand
And find the reason
I'm alone tonight
Who am I?
Who am I?
I'm not selfish
Suicide
Help me understand
And find the reason
I'm alone tonight